Thankful

So I'm sitting in my house this lovely night before thanksgiving and I'm surrounded by family I haven't seen in years and the sounds of sleepy babies and little girls playing fairies and I'm just overwhelmed at how completley blessed beyond belief I am. I'm also overwhelmed by the fact that all this blessing came from God. God who gave his son on the cross so that I can live again with him forever also gave me all of these things. I am just so undeserving but also thankful! I know its majorly cliche for me to reflect on this at thanksgiving but come on, I just can't help it. As I type this my heart is swelling with God's love. His love that gave me the sweet little baby cousins who have been smiling at me all day, and that gave me my mom who has been diligently working in the kitchen all day, and the family that encourages me in my walk with Christ constantly. It's just so awesome! I don't deserve any of this, in all actuality I deserve a far worse fate that involves a never ending thirst and burning heat and a whole other surplus of rather unplesant things but instead I get all this joy on earth AND heaven with my Abba. All I can say is it's crazy! I don't understand God's love at all but, I'll take it and praise him for it. What are you thankful for this thanksgiving? Take a minute and thank God for all you've been blessed with. If nothing else thank him for his love:) Happy Thanksgiving.

No more funk:)

Okay so if you read my blog fairly regularly you know that I get stuck in yucky moods that I like to call funks quite often. It's pretty terrible and I can stay in them for days and it really is frustrating. Well I began my week with a terrible Monday in which supposed friends were rude to me and really hurt my feelings and I couldn't shake me upset feeling and I began to just feel beaten up. Well I shared this with my good friend today and he gave me some insight that changed my view on my funks completley. He told me that my funks are just satan trying to attack me because I'm growing and that the attacks will continue until I show satan that I am strong in my God and that he can't get me down and I am going to have joy in everything. Now maybe I should have realized this earlier but, I'm telling you this realization made my day! It's so cool to think that if I have joy instead of letting my funks get me down then I will no longer have these moods! It's just so awesome! He also shared with me the verse Hebrews 11:6 which says "And without faith it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to Him must believe that he exists and he rewards those who earnestly seek Him." I know that I'm not being faithful when I'm stuck in my funks, instead I'm turning from God and letting satan win which clearly does not please God. From now on I am going to earnestly seek God which means being joyful no matter what satan throws at me:) If you struggle like I do then I encourage you to do the same thing.

The Power of Prayer

Prayer. I talk about it a lot and I most certainly do it a lot. Occasionally it's because I feel like it's my job as a Christian but that kind of prayer is mundane and does no good for my heart or my relationship with God. What I'm talking about is real prayer where I pour my heart out to God and he listens. Colossians 4:2 says "Devote yourselves to prayer, being watchful and thankful." The word that most catches my attention there is devote. Devote means to apply or dedicate oneself to some pursuit or cause. How often do we actually devote ourselves to prayer? Have we dedicated ourselves to it? I know personally my answer to that would most of the time have to be no but, how cool would it be if we all actually did devote ourselves to prayer? Prayer is powerful! I have first hand experience with how powerful it really is and guys it's truly awesome to watch God work in situations of turned over to him in prayer. But lets not just be prayerful, lets pray powerful prayers! Lets devote ourselves to praying the types of prayers we as christians so often avoid because we are afraid God really will answer them. It's time to stop holding so tightly onto this world and our lives here and just give ourselves over to God. Prayer is the best way I've found to do that and powerful prayer is what has led me to the place I'm in today. God wants to hear from us. That fact alone astounds me but, the fact that he wants to work in our lives is the part that's really impressive. Why not let him?

Joy:)

Alright so I've spent sometime thinking about God's will and praying today and while yes I could go on and on about why those two things are so challenging I don't feel led to do that right now(maybe later). Something else I've thought about today is how often I experience spritual highs and lows and how my lows almost always lead me farther and farther away from God. I hate that fact and it makes me feel extremely guilty and angry at myself. Now here is the really cool thing, God always welcomes me back! He really does! He never pushes me away or makes me feel bad, he simply opens his arms and pulls me to him and holds on tight. God really loves you, like a lot! It's demonstrated for us in Luke chapter 15 verses 11-32. It's the parable of the lost son and I've talked about these verses before but the love demostrated by the father to the son really gets me because that's how my heavenly father feels about me. When the father says "But we have to celebrate and be glad, because this brother of yours was dead and is alive again; He was lost and is found." The fact that this is how God feels when we come crawling back to him excites me! He doesn't get mad, or disappointed he simply gets excited and showers me with his love! He feels me up with the greatest joy I've ever known! I want to let his joy radiate through me because it feels me up to the point that I am overflowing and it's awesome! I challenge you to get back to God and let him feel you up with his love and have his joy feel you up:)

Missions

Sorry I have been slacking on posting the last month. I have no other excuse except that October has been a crazy month. Between school work, extracurricular activities and working on college applications I've been letting other commitments fall away but, I will try to refrain from doing that again.
Okay so on to what this post is about, Missions. Missions is my calling. Seriously God has called me into missions, which is scary and makes me uncomfortable but, also excited and passionate. I can think of no better way to spend my life. Now maybe you're not called to spend your life in foreign countries doing missions like I am but, let me assure you, whatever you're called to do you're called to be a missionary. Acts 1:8 says"But you will recieve power when the Holy Spirit comes on you; and you will be my witnesses in Jerusalem, and in all Judea and Samaria, and to the ends of the earth." See, Jesus tells us that wherever we are and whatever we're doing, as Christians we are supposed to be witnesses for him! Pretty cool huh? That includes teachers, firemen, highschoolers, even Walmart workers. As Christians our purpose in life should not be to make the most money we can or marry the right person or have the perfect family but, to win souls for the kingdom of God and trust that God will take care of the rest and his good and perfect will, will be done. In Acts 20:22-24 Paul says "And now, compelled by the Spirit, I am going to Jerusalem,not knowing what will happen to me there. I only know that in every city the Holy Spirit warns me that prison and hardships are facing me. However, I consider my life worth nothing to me, if only I may finish the race and complete the task the Lord Jesus has given me-the task of testifying to the gospel of God's grace." Pretty cool right? Paul has the kind of passion for soul winning that we should all have. Do I want to sit in prison? Negative. But hey if I have to sit in prison because I was sharing the gospel then I say lock me up because that's a pretty noble thing to go in for. I'm not afraid of what my future in missions holds for me because I know who is in control and my Abba will have his way in me but, what race are you running? Are you ready to step out and face the hardships that may come with being mission minded? I challenge you take take this call seriously and see what God can do through you for his kingdom:)

Tuesday Poosday

So happy Tuesday. It's not been a terrible day but, I have to say that Tuesdays are not fun at all! I just want it to be Friday. I have had the hardest time just focusing(as you will notice this post will be scattered). It's truly awful and I hate this feeling but, on the plus side I'm having a pretty good week. Today I had to take a few minutes and just refocus. Have you ever gone through those times where you just needed like ten minutes to just be alone with your brain? Yeah well I did that today but, instead of being alone with my brain I turned it into time just being alone with my Savior. My pastor(good ole Dan Dan the preacher man) challenged me to do just this and I took the challenge and guys let me just say...it was incredible. I just gave up all these stresses and time consumers and distractions and God just revealed himself to me. I didn't have a huge spiritual breakthrough or anything guys but, I just refocused my week and gave up everything. So I challenge all of you who are reading this to spend sometime alone with Abba(That means no cell phone, facebook,music, ect.) and just focus on Him and being with Him. He loves you and He craves this kind of attention from you. Focus on him and I promise you will learn more about Him and yourself:)

Lazy Saturday

As I type this right now I am laying lazily on my bed listening to music and reflecting on my week. I have no idea where my week went to be honest. I had it planned out and I just followed my plan and then boom the week was over. It's so strange to me that I just go through each day so unaware and only focused on what I have to get done. What's weird is I don't consider myself a selfish person generally but, now that I am thinking about it I am faced with the fact that I am incredibly selfish. My awseome youth pastor got my attention with these fun facts this week-1.There are over 4.5 billion people right now who don't know Jesus Christ. 2.There are ovr 2.7 billion people who have never had even the opportunity to know him. These facts hit me hard. If this is the case in our world then we as christians are not doing our job. We are called to take the word of the Lord to the nations. Now I know not everyone is called to go to foreign countries and do missions like I am but, there are a lot of things we can do from the comfort of our own communities. Aside from offering prayer and financial support to those who are doing international mission work, we need to consider what we can do in our towns. What about that elderly neighbor who is hurting or that kid at lunch who sits all alone? Believe it or not this is a huge mission field. How hard is it to go visit your elderly neighbor and just spend sometime with them or ask someone if they would like to sit with you? These kinds of small things make us different. This is how we let our lights shine and spread Christ's love. I challenge you to pray that God would use you to make a difference for him and his glory. Ask him to use you and then take the opportunites he gives you.